I do not want to be drowning in this depression anymore
I wish to be happy and full of life like I was before
I know that there are many reasons for me to smile
But I am so hurt that I struggle to see the bright side.
From the start, I have given you affection and love
Though all I have done never seemed to be enough
Ironic, is it not, how the person whom I love most
Is the one man who treats me like I am but a ghost.
I guess that Happily Ever After does not exist
Hopefully, I will grow tired of all of your games
And like an elderly man being buried in a cist,
My feelings for you will eventually pass away.